Blog Challenge - What is your greatest fear?

My greatest, biggest most scary thought .... Dying.  Not cause I am scared of dying, but because I want to be with Kai and Klaus. 

I don't want Kai to grow up without a Mommy, I don't trust anyone to raise him better than what I would. 

I am so insanely scared that I will die, and miss out on the moments in his life which I want to celebrate with him.  There are so many lessons I need to teach him. I want to meet his wife and be at his wedding, kiss my grand babies...... 

And Klaus, I don't want him to have to do this on his own.  We are a team.  A strong team.  Together. 

I think of this often.  It scares me very very much! 

Simple.  Short.  Scary.