So only 10 huh?
1. Klaus - Klaus, in a word, is grounded. He is stable and even tempered. He puts up with my crap. He makes me mad because he is so logical sometimes. But I love this man so much! Honestly. He is my other half. I met Klaus when I was 19, and we have been together ever since. We are, dating, engaged, married, friends, parents.... and we are a mean team.
2. Kai - He is part of me. He grew inside me. He completed me as a women. He completed me in a way I did not know I was incomplete. Need I say more?
3. Family - Other than the two above. My sisters and my Mom. They are always there for me. They are the only baby sitters I trust with Kai. My relationship with my Mom can be tense at times, as she has her own strong opinions, and though she says she keeps them to herself, she lets you know what she thinks. I always want to please her somehow, and I know it stems from childhood issues, so I do things the way she wants, and then I resent it. And we argue A LOT. But love each other fiercely.
4. Friends - I have been so bad since Kai was born. I put him first always, as it should be, but often the mommy guilt is so much, that I end up not seeing my friends as often as I want and should! I am working on changing that. A night out with my girls, is just so refreshing. Makes me feel so light.
5. My Faith - I don't go to church, I remember as a child, I was forced to church twice on Sundays and often on a Wednesday. I learnt there that people are fake as hell. Sitting all pretty in church, like angels listening to the sermon, they would then walk out and talk crap bout one another right outside the door, drive home like they own the road, and go and shout and scream at the families. That is not for me.
I do believe in God and I believe I have many guardian angels watching over me. I believe in Heaven and I believe that you will punished for not being a good person.
I believe religion is practiced, in other words, let people see the person you are versus you having to tell them 'oh i go to church and believe in God and here is my bible'. I am NOT taking stabs at any organised religion, and i think it is a personal choice! I have a cousin who is a minister and whom I adore and get along with so well. I just feel its not for me. I had a bad experience, and it has tainted organised religion for me. That is all.
Now comes the material stuff:
6. My laptop / phone / tablet.... EEEEECK I love them all. I am a bit of a samsung fanatic, and have a Samsung S3 phone, a Samsung tablet and a Dell PC. I spend A LOT of time on my phone, less so on my laptop now that I have the tablet. I should do more 'work' but by the time Kai is down and I have organised lunches and school bags for the next day it's 9 o clock and Klaus and I get to hit the couch I end up on my phone or tablet and just read blogs while watching TV and catching up on Series.
7. Gadgets - total gadget girl. I love all kinds of gadgets, and have a million gadgets in my kitchen. Some look pretty and I had to have them, hardly ever use them. But they are there.
8. Craft room - I have a craft room in our house. A room specially for me to work in. The house is old, and we found the original plans. My room is off the dining room, and close to the kitchen. It actually says "work room". And the study/office which is the first room you get when you come in the house, is the Study. It is funny cause I guess back in those days, the men made the money and needed a place to read the paper when they got home from work, and the wife worked in her room, close to the kitchen. :) I love it though, and the fact that it is right there makes sense I can keep an eye on the stove, wrap a present, do a craft, or answer an email :)
9. Internet Shopping! I am an addict, and I have a huge problem. Right its out there. I often buy things from overseas, and get killed by the exchange rate, but hey. I work hard for that. But seriously I have a problem.
10. Money / my job - yep I know. But it is true! I won't have any of the above things (6 - 9), if I did not have a job who paid me a good salary. I don't love my job. I use to. But now I don't. And that is ok. I earn good money. And I don't hate hate hate what I do. Just don't like or love. I can live with this. I get to go home to my family at 4 (previously I use to be at the office till 6 / 7 pm almost every night and work many weekends), going home at 4 means I get to make supper, spend some time with my boys and that is VERY important to me.
There you are.
My list.
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