I am not sure where to start. I am bit obsessive compulsive, anal if you will.
Like when I find a pen I like, I have to have it in every colour. When I write notes at work in my book and it looks ugly because I was in a rush, I will tear out the entire page and rewrite the notes... you know just your avarage run of the mill weirdo.
I go through phases, like my recent crafting phase, I have to have everything, the glues, the paints, the stickies the laminator a new printer, a label maker .... this came straight after my baking phase, I have every bloody baking gadget known to man....used each one maybe once.
So with that said I find it hard to figure out where to start on this. My OCD self says at the beginning, but my rational self says, it will come. Relax.
i feel like i should start with the important stuff, where i live, where i was born, to whom. growing up, meeting the man, getting married, buying houses, selling them, having a human.....i am sure it will come, maybe when i am more ready to actually write it down, maybe I am not ready to put all that out there.
I read blogs and realize wow there are really good writers out there. One of my favorites right now is http://littleandbunny.blogspot.com/ and her blog post today was bloody phenominal! I loved it, it was in a word, stunning.
Kai went down pretty easily tonight, normally that means a ruff night. the nights we struggle the most to get him down, he sleeps better. go figure.
Random ramblings, i am sure it will get more structured as i go along
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